Gentle Readers, a bad thing has happened. There will be no more attempts to make a baby. I know this is a deeply unsatisfactory ending to the saga, but it will have to do, as I really cannot talk about the bad thing.
I am disabling comments because being repeatedly emailed your commiserations, speculations, cri-du-cœur and requests for an EXPLANATION, damn it! would be more than I can bear. Even though I know you care so very much and are only worried sick. I am so sorry. I just can’t.
I love you all, and wish you every good and beautiful thing in the world, and peace and love and true happiness. Thank you for sharing this journey with me. I am more sorry than you can ever know at how this is all ending.